I had this shame and guilt I couldn't get over' - Former Love Islander Zara Holland says she was left depressed by experience - Independent.ie
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Love Island star Zara Holland waits for £4,500 fine to clear before she can leave Barbados - Sound Health and Lasting Wealth
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Zara Holland calls for Love Island to be cancelled after string of reality show suicides - Mirror Online
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Freedomroo – Disgraced Love Island star Zara Holland returns to Instagram after breaching Covid rules in Barbados – AustralianNewsReview
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Love Island's Zara Holland stuns in sizzling lingerie shoot after shunning ITV reunion party - Mirror Online
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Zara Holland says Love Island left her feeling 'haunted and depressed' as she opens up about 'terrible' death of co-star Sophie Gradon - Mirror Online
![Love Island's Zara Holland apologises to people of Barbados after 'breaking quarantine' | Daily Mail Online Love Island's Zara Holland apologises to people of Barbados after 'breaking quarantine' | Daily Mail Online](https://i.dailymail.co.uk/1s/2021/01/01/01/37473946-9103497-Finding_fame_Zara_appeared_on_Love_Island_in_2016-m-8_1609464056964.jpg)
Love Island's Zara Holland apologises to people of Barbados after 'breaking quarantine' | Daily Mail Online
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Zara Holland: 'De-crowned' Miss GB leaves reality show Love Island after mum falls ill | London Evening Standard | Evening Standard
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Ex-Love Island star Zara Holland claims show is 'controlling prison' that left her on anti-depressants - Mirror Online
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Zara Holland Blasts Love Island Aftercare: 'They Put People's Lives In Danger For The Sake Of Good TV' | Grazia
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